what have i just done.

hahaha. she's asking for a gift. omfg. the ex of the love of my life. love of my life wtf. hahah. just kidding. i don't love him. trust me. i'd know when i do. hahahaha. fine. the ex of the one that i like. well, i mean she really doesn't know that i like the one that she loves ehem. Hahaha.

anyways, the "old" (old is, and will always be relative.) people are having a party, and the party has moved into our sala. meaning, they're singing using the magic sing. omfg. hahaha. pero really, they're fun.

omfg. what will i give her? probably the 150 pesos bracelets from the Assumption Bazaar. Hey, they're really really nice, I myself would love to have them. i'm just not sure if she'd like them, but hey, it's the thought that counts!!!

it's my mom's birthday today, anyways. it was really fun. i enjoyed it more than i enjoyed the last party that they had here. i'm not even sure if i enjoyed that party. hahaha.

haay i really need to figure you out.

di mo lang alam, ako'y iyong nasasaktan.

survey.

You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
explanations.
not as easy as it looks...

1. Yourself?
>> smartass.

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
>> secret.

3. Your hair?
>> sabog.

4. Your mother?:
>> brilliant.

5. Your Father:
>> bald.

6. Your Favorite Item:
>> ipod.

7. Your dream last night:
>> dates.

8. Your Favorite drink:
>> coke.

9. Your Dream Car:
>> lamborghini gellardo.

10. The room you are in:
>> livingroom.

11. Your Ex:
>> crush?

12. Your fear:
>> fear.

13. What you want to be in 10 years:
>> married.happily.

14. What You're NOT?
>> snob.

15. Muffins:
>> mrs.field's

16: One of Your Wish List Items:
>> shopping spree.

18: Time:
>> 8.02 pm

19. The Last Thing You Did:
>> sang.

20. What You Are Wearing:
>> pambahay.

21. Your Favorite Weather:
>> gloomy

22. Your Favorite Book:
>.> french relations

23. The last thing you ate:
>> ice.

24. Your Life:
>> shambles.

25. Your Mood:
>> twisted

26. Your friends:
>> amazing.

27. What are you thinking about right
now?
>> you.

28. Your car:
>> pedicab.

29. What are you doing at the moment?
>> listening to music.

30. Your summer:
>> amazing.

31. Your relationship status:
>> with kids.

32. What is on your tv?
>> discovery.

33. What is the weather like?
>> not nice

34. When is the last time you laughed?
>> awhile ago.

tag from charlene.

Name 9 things about you and tag 9 other people.

1. one of the ways that i could relax is through cleaning.
- yeah. i am vair vair weird.

2. i am a perfectionist, down to the tiniest bit of me.
- i don't know why.

3. i am an introvert, yet an extrovert.
- oh yes, laboness.

4. i have stalker-ish qualities
- i have no idea how i brought myself down into this conclusion, but yes, i DO have stalker-ish qualities. kaya beware. x-P

5. ho-hum...i subconsciously do weird poses when seated in a class.
- alam mo na. the thinker pose, the i-don't-like-what-you're-saying pose, the sleepy pose and so much more.

6. i make promises [to myself] that i can't even bring myself to keep.
- stupid stupid.

7. what else? ho-hum...i want to become a freelance graphic designer!
- i really really do. i really, really, really do.

8. i cook hotdog through the microwave.
- therefore i am exposed to a lot of radiation. but the hell with it.

9. when i get a new magazine or booklet, i browse first, then read, and then read more thorougly.
- thus i wear glasses right now.

pwede bang d na mag'tag?! na'tag na lahat nang gusto ko i'tag eh. i think.

survey

ONE. Spell your name without vowels:
bk -- ohyeah ang cute. hahaha.

TWO. What is the date 2 days after your birthday?:
september 10, baby.

THREE. How many pairs of jeans do you own:
i have no idea. wouldn't want to go to my room and count right now.

FOUR. What color(s) do you wear most?:
hmmm... i wear different colors. whee.

FIVE. Least favorite color?:
mmm.... i love all the colors hahahah

SIX Last song u heard?:
love like winter . afi.YEAH

SEVEN. What's for dinner tonite?:
i don't know what you call it

EIGHT. Are you happy with your life right now?:
mmm nah.

NINE. Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity:
i don't know. if ever that someone did i well forgot about it.

TEN. In what state or country do you want to go to school in?:
i want to study een london eenglaand.

ELEVEN. Do you shop at stores like hollister, abercrombie and fitch and aeropostel:
hell no. even if i had the chance...no thanks. hahaha.

TWELVE. How do you make money?:
ask for it.

THIRTEEN. Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?:
some shirt.

FOURTEEN. When do you start Summer Break?
no idea.

FIFTEEN. Are you missing someone right now?:
hell yeah.

SIXTEEN. One word to describe you:
clinical.

SEVENTEEN. Favorite pair of shoes:
whoy. i love mom's naturalizer peep-toe , high-heeled beige....pumps?!

EIGHTEEN. Do you own big sunglasses?:
yep. never used it, or never got to. i have eyeglasses y'know. and it's naff and diff with contacts

NINETEEN. What would you rather be doing right now:
no idea.

TWENTY. What should you be doing right now?:
ditto.

surveyyyy!!!

UPDATE UPDATE. pretty much forgot about this blog already yeah.

Q: WHAT MADE YOU SMILE YESTERDAY?
A: yesterday? hmmm my mom? ah no, it's chiara.

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING?
A: prolly sleeping.

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO?
A: getting f*cking pissed.

Q: LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD?
A: I WONT HAVE DINNER!

Q: HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOU DRINK TODAY?
A: three.

Q: WHERE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND RIGHT NOW?
A: no fucking best friends. i doubt if i even have friends.

Q: HAVE YOU EVER MADE UP YOUR OWN LANGUAGE?
A: yeah.

Q: ARE YOU A STRIPPER?
A: hell yeah. just kidding. hahaah! HELL NO!

Q: DO YOU CALL PEOPLE MONKEYS?
A: my sister. just my sister

Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?
A: peenk!

Q: WHAT IS OUT YOUR BACK DOOR?
A: the dirty kitchen!

Q: LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
A: food.

Q: LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A: no idea. moneyy!

Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR FRONT DOOR?
A: brown

Q: WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE?
A: in a separate purse.

Q: WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY?
A: rainy.

Q: BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
A: whoy. hmmm....prolly vanilla or double dutch.

Q: LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW?
A: have no idea.

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTER(S)?
A: yeah. just one. the little monkey. hahahahah

Q: ARE YOU OVER THE AGE OF 25?
A: nah

Q: DO YOU TALK A LOT?
A: oh yeah.

Q: DO YOU WATCH THE OC?
A: yes!

Q: DO YOU KNOW ANYONE CALLED VALDO?
A: wtf what kind of name is that?! is anyone called that way?

Q: DO YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN WORDS?
A: not really. yeah...

Q: ARE YOU TICKLISH?
A: hmmm, yeah.

Q: ARE YOU TYPICALLY A JEALOUS PERSON?
A: oh yeah. i know it's not good for my health, but i'm sorry, i was made this way.

Q: NAME SOMEBODY YOU KNOW WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER A:
A: ana.

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: hell nah.

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: popcorn ohyeah

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: no tv = no life

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE TV SHOW EVERY ONE LOVES VALDO?
A: wtf ano ba namang title yan.

Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
A: nahhh sembreak

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: nah

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: most prolly.yeah.

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: i told my mom i loved her.

Q: DO YOU THINK THE PERSON WHO SAID IT TO YOU OR BACK TO YOU MEANT IT?
A: of course. she's my mom. what the hell if she wouldn't mean it.

Q:YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: yup. nicknames.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: hell no. you don't find love with physical attraction, sweetheart.

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: hmmm. sometimes, yeah. hahahah!

Q: ARE YOU CURRENTLY DEPRESSED?
A: yeah

Q: DO YOU THINK ANYONE MISSES YOU RIGHT NOW?
A: no one fucking misses me.

haay. i'll never grow tired of these.

1. Nasubukan mo na bang magmahal?
>> yeah. no. i'm not sure. maybe i just really really liked nicole.

2. Ano feeling pag nagmahal ka?
>> unexplainable.

3. Masarap o Masakit ba magmahal?
>> it depends. but it usually hurts. it's all part of the process.

4. Mahirap ba mahalin ang taong may mahal nang
iba?
>> hmmm. yeah.

5. Paano kung mahal mo siya pero siya ni isang
katiting walang pagmamahal sayo?
>> ouch.

6. Ipagpipilitin mo ba ang sarili mo sa isang taong
mahal mo kung hindi ka naman nya mahal?
>> no. but when you love someone, you become unconscious with everything that you do, so i bet i'd do that unconsciously.

7. Kung sakaling mahal nyo ang isa't isa at may
hiniling ang bf/gf mo, ibibigay mo ba?
>> ano naman kaya yun?

8. Paano kung sex ang ihingi nya sau, ibibigay
mo ba?
>> no is the goddamned answer, dear. duh.

9. Paano pag nalaman mo ginamit ka lang nang
taong mahal mo?
>> holy crap. i'll never make him hear the end of it.

10. Kaya mo ba gawin ang lahat lahat sa taong
mahal mo?
>> depends.

11. Paano kung di nya ma apreciate un ginagawa
mo para sa kanya?
>> ah-hah. se'sermonan ko yun. lol. sabay sampal. (sounds familiar?)

12. Paano kung na realize nang bf/gf mo na hindi
ka pala nya talaga mahal?
>> what an arsehole.

13. Kaya mo ba pakawalan ang taong mahal mo?
>> kakayanin.

14. Paano kung kaw makipag break pero ayaw
ka nya pakawalan?
>> well... i have no idea what to do.

15. Bibigyan mo ba nang isang pang chance ang
taong nanakit sayo?
>> it depends eh. he has to explain himself. or herself. whatever.

16. Kaya mo bang ipagpalit ang mga kaibigan mo
para sa taong mahal mo?
>> i can't answer that. di ako maka-relate. heheh.

17. Eh ang pamilya mo?
>> duh. no!

18. Naniniwala ka ba sa sinasabi nilang First love
never dies?
> eh. wan. ko.

19. Eh sa Love at First Sight?
>> nope. i think it's physical eh.

20. Hahamakin mo ba ang lahat para lang sa
pag ibig?
>> ewan. hahamakin ko lahat wag lang mga langgam. matinding kalaban yang mga yan.

survey.

these surveys are getting addictive. what better place than to put them here? i mean, if i put it in friendster, they might accuse me of flooding. lol.


Sino ka sa classroom??
[HIGHSCHOOL] ... gradeschool. nalang haaa...

ikw ba ung..

1) nerd
+ hindi. i'm a nerd in my own world.

2) weird
+ hmmm.

3) friend ng lahat
+ i guess.

4) source ng lahat ng answers
+ pwede din.

5) secretary (e.g. tga-sulat ng lecture s board
pag tmad c ma'am)
+ nde. pero nagsusulat ako sa board. kapag reporting. lol.

6) patawa sa classroom
+ nah.

7) mr/ms. antukin
+ hmm... no.

9) may sariling mundo (e.g. gs2 ng umuwi ng lht
dhl ala p c ma'am, pro gs2 png maiwan s
classroom at hi2ntayn dw c ma'am kht anong
mngyri)
+ pano naging connected yung may sariling mundo dun sa example? goody good yung pinapalabas dun sa example eh. may sariling mundo yung nasa isang sulok, nagi'ipod. lol.

10) tahimik (nasa 1st to 2nd row)
+ nde. i'm too tall to be in the 1st/2nd row. and hindi ako tahimik.

11) madaldal (nasa 3rd and so fourth row)
+ oo. lol.

12) source ng mga walang ballpen and paper
+ yeah.

13) sipsip kay ma'am
+ nowp. last year nde eh. lol.

14) walang paki kay ma'am
+ hindi naman.

15) laging nakakasagot sa recitation
+ depends.

16) walang bitbit sa classroom kundi ang sarili
+ nowp.

16) black sheep sa classroom
+ nah.

17) muse/escort
+ asa.

survey. ahihih.

1)Are you afraid of being single?
+ hell no.

2) What do you do when you can't sleep?
+ read something. ehr soundtrip.

3) How far would you go to get something you really want?
+ as far as i am willing to go.

4) What time is it right now?
+ 7.15 p.m.

5) Do you go for personality or looks?
+ personality. but good looks won't hurt.

6) What's your fave flavor of Kool-Aid?
+ i don't drink kool-aid.. heheh.

7) Who makes you *Really* happy?
+ hmm... who? litul babies that i see giggling.

8) Are you a negative person?
+ nowp. i'm a positive person. except when i get praning.

9) In your opinion, do you think premarital
sex is wrong?
+ yep.

10) Do you believe in 'Reincarnation'?
+ no.

11) What's your fave online news site?
+ hmmmm..... wikipedia? yaaak. hahah.

12) Which Celebrity do you think you most
resemble?
+ si angelina jolie. JOKE LANG! =))

13) What do you think the meaning of life
is?
+ life. ehhhh... i'm not in the mood for poetic answers eh. so the meaning of life for me iss....
i have no idea.

14) Fave color?
+ oh boy. it varies all the time.

15) Which Instant Messaging programs do
you use?
+ yahoo! messenger. minsan msn.

16) Are you good with computers?
+ i guess so. my mom has an it background and i have been attached to our computers since
i was in diapers.

17) How many kids do you want when you
grow up?
+ two or four. basta equal. 2 guys-2 girls.

19) What type of music can you NOT
stand?
+ classic. i think. yung piano lang. pero sometimes i'm in the mood to listen to those songs.
ah alam ko na. novelty songs.

20) Do you have a job?
+ yes. i'm a sister, a mother-wannabe, a daughter, a cousin, a blogger and the list goes on.

21) If you had to rate yourself on a scale
of 1- 10. 1 bein the lowest. 10 bein the highest?
+ hmmm. 20! =D. just kidding. honestly? 6.


22) What size of shoe do you wear?
+ 8.5 i think. ehr nine. dpends on what shoe!

23) What are your hobbies?
+ check out my friendste profile.

24) What was the last thing you
downloaded onto your computer?
+ uhm... mp3 ng... crazy bitch - buckcherry. weird song.

25) Last thing you ate?
+ yellowcab pizza!!! woot!

26) Last thing you drank?
+ coke.

27) What do you think is the most stupid law?
+ that no one is above the law. 'cause clearly, no one follows it.

28) How many people are on your buddylist?
+ 377.

29) What site do you go to most?
+ meg cabot's blog. my blog. blogger. heheh. kahit saan mapadpad.

30) Do you like seafood?
+ nowp.

31) What is your fave place to eat out at?
+ chinese restaurants. any.

32) Worst insult you ever heard about
yourself?
+ hmmm...

33) Best compliment you've received from
someone?
+ i'm everything that a parent would wish for daw. haha. and i'm perfect daw. yeah right.
pero someone really told me that. honestly.

34) Are you picky?
+ yeahh!

36) Perfect place to go on your first date
with someone?
+ movies. punta fuego. lolx.

37) What age is considered old?
+ 50.

38) Have you met any celebrities?
+ yep.

39) Do you get along better with girls or
boys?
+ i get along good with both.

40) What is the best quality about you?
+ i have noo idea.

survey. again.

1..Pinakagusto mong name na hindi mo
naman name?
> Caitlyn? Or... Ewan.

2.Pinakagusto mong color?
> right now... pink, orange and green.

3.Pinakacrush mo ngaun?
> lol. mister nice hands.

4.Pinakanagbobother sau ngaun?
> see number 3. and this computer's monitor. something's definitely wrong with it. parang nagf'fluctuate.

5. Pinakakasundo mo na tao?
> nicole and princess.

6. Pinakahuling nakasama mo lumabas?
> dad and chiara.

7. Pinakanamimis mong kasama na
maglakwatcha?
> friends of course.

8. Pinakahuli mong katxt?
> princess.

9.Pinakagusto mong mangyari sa buhay
mo?
> aba ewan

10. Pinakagusto mong movie?
> love actually. aiyeee.

11. pinaka high point ng buhay mo?
> lol.

12. Pinakamasarap na naramdaman mo
this year?
> i have no idea.

13. Pinakawild na ginawa mo in public?
> see question number 12.

14. Pinakaidol mo sa ngaun?
> meg cabot and louise rennison.

15. Pinakafave mong sport?
> fave sport? ho-hum... ewan ko nga eh.

16. Pinakagusto mong subject?
> hihi. social studies. i love history eh, sorry ka. or computer.

17. Pinakaayaw mong subject?
> filipino. my gad.

18. Pinakaproud na achievement mo?
> staying in a blog for longer than i imagined. hahahah!

19. Pinakagusto mong kasama sa gimikan?
> nicole. princess. and the guys. ;)

20. Pinakaunang impression sayo ng tao?
> mataray. iba friendly. intimidating.

21. Pinakaayaw mong makaaway?
> kahit sino naman ayaw ko makaaway eh.

22. Pinakagusto mong gawin pag Sunday?
> mag'powerbooks. that's the highlight of my sunday. or if not, go out with Mom.

23. Pinakagusto mong banda at pinakagusto mong kanta nila?
> Panic! at the Disco, Camisado/ I Write Sins not Tragedies. Yellowcard, City of Devils.

24. Pinakagusto mong gwin?
> blog, shop, malling, tinkering with Photoshop.

25. Pinakamasamang tao na kilala mo?
> eh...

26. Pinakaself-obsessed na tao na kilala
mo?
> vain? princess. pero she's no really self-obssesed, she just loves taking pictures of herself.
she does care about people around her naman eh. so for that question, wala akong sagot.

27. pinakahuli mong nkachat?
> haalaaa. ewan ko. hahah.

28. best girl bud mo?
> the closest girl bud that i have is princess. i think. heehee.

29. pinakabest boy bud?
> nicole.

30. pinakagusto mong makuha ngayon?
> WI-FI. ay nde, laptop. ;)

Survey is from... -mekachi-

survey #1.

1.what if someone asks u for a date?
- it depends on who.

2.what if that person is your ultimate crush?
- aiyee!!!

3.what if you find out that your gf/bf has a kid?
- hmmm... it actually depends when I had that bf. When I'm a bit more older, say I've graduated, i'll consider the chances with him.pero if i were a lot more younger, no thanks.

4.what if someone gave u 1 million dollars for a nude portrait?
- fat chance dude.

5.what if the guy/girl you like likes someone else?
- you're seriously asking me that question. it has happened to me more often than not.


Who's

1.who would u like to give thanks to?
- hmmm... see credits at my home-blog. heehee. and my mom. and chiara. and princess. and mr. nice hands. heheh.

2.who would you tell this to "I dont wanna see u anymore"?
- to the bloody ants in this house.

3.who would u like to be stuck in an elevator with and what would you tell him/her?
- if i were stuck with mr. nice hands, i might not have a chance to talk to him due to excessive stuttering. but otherwise, i'd say mr. nice hands.

4.who makes you really happy?
- ehhh... mr. nice hands?!

5.who do you wanna be with right now?
- see previous question.


Where's


1.where do u like to get married?
- St. George's Chapel, Windsor Castle, London. (Saucy! Lol.) Or if not, St. Paul's Cathedral, London.

2.where is your favorite hang out in school/work?
- haven't really started school yet.

3.where did u meet/see your ultimate crush?
- school. as usuaaal.

4.where were you before turning the computer on?
- dining table, eating yellowcab. yumyum.

5.where will you spend your summer?
- last summer, i spent it in london. the upcoming summer? I HAVE NO CLUE.

What's

1. what gift did u receive in your last b-day?
- i honestly can't recall. i don't even know if they gave me a gift. LOL. ah i know. my vair first pair of havaianas and some clothes. heehee.

2. what would u give to a dying friend?
- presence.

...i got this survey from friendster. from Dee.

hulllo!

helloooo! i made this other blog 'cause... well, I have no idea. I'll put song lyrics, recipies, surveys, everything and anything under the sun. I'm considering if it'll become a picture blog too, so I'm quite uncertain on that aspect.

so i might make this a blogger version of my multiply. more complex nga lang. hehehe.